It is amazing to me how fast time goes. Here it is the 27th of April already! June is fast approaching and I hope we're ready for when everyone comes. We are so excited. I am glad the time is going fast! I hope that my health will be good and won't deter from all the fun. It seems that I am having more down days than days that I feel good. On my last visit to the doctor he said that there was nothing more that they could do for me. My job now is to find joy in where I am in life. I do love life. There are so many blessings to partake of. I know that on my bad days there is always help. If not from those that are here; then those who are beyond the veil. We are never alone and will never be given more than we can endure. I know this promise is real, because I see it fulfilled again and again in my life when the pain is so bad or a depression wants to set in. I pray and ask for help and help comes. Sometimes a meal is brought in, or a phone call or a friend may come for a visit. Sometimes the help comes from beyond the veil when a total peace comes to my soul, or sleep comes and frees me from the pain. I can't be up long before I get tired out. I usually just go to Sacrament meeting when I am able to make it to church. I know that Heavenly Father loves each one of us. We are His children! Jesus Christ is our Savior! The Atonement is real. Because of our Savior we will live again and can be reunited with our loved ones! I finished the Eragon series by Christopher Paolini that Matt gave me to read. I have just started reading Fablehaven by Brandon Mull. I enjoy reading. I am also starting a project for Christmas. I hope that it works and I get it done. That's all I am going to say about it, because I don't want to ruin the surprise. I am going to ask to be released from my callings. This is a very hard thing for me. I do really enjoy them, but things are jumbled a lot in my mind. I tell Grandpa that I am not in my right mind anymore, and he says that I should be because I am left-handed (People who are left-hand tend to use the left side of the brain, where as people who are right-handed tend to use the left side of their brains). Grandpa is also taking over paying the bills. Well, I guess it is about time to begin my day. It is cloudy out, but the birds are still singing. Buster is asleep at the bottom of the bed. There is a lot of traffic going by my window. I guess people are still on their way to work. Today should be a good day!